Like I was in a river being pulled in a current. Like I was going under water and I just needed to come up for air. I had accepted death and could feel my body shutting down. The first song I am choosing to release is called “Head Above Water.” It is also the first song I wrote from my bed during one of the scariest moments of my life.

“Thank you for waiting so patiently as I fought through and still continue to fight, the battle of my lifetime. I wrote a letter to my fans on my website. “Truly… by keeping my spirits up, having goals to reach and a purpose to live for, my music helped to heal me and keep me alive.” Words and lyrics that were so true to my experience came pouring out of me effortlessly. I wrote songs in my bed and on the couch and recorded there mostly as well. I was able to turn that fight into music I’m really proud of. Those were the worst years of my life as I went through both physical and emotional battles. “I spent the last few years at home sick fighting Lyme Disease.

“Five years have gone by since I released my last album,” Lavigne wrote.

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